Friday, September 9, 2011

{totally miserable}


Being sick is the pits!  I've no energy for anything.  No painting, no exercise, no creativity, no writing, no hope.  Nada! Nothing!

For some reason being sick pushes all my negativity buttons.  My inner critics completely take hold of my thinking. All my deepest, darkest fears about my career and creative success, or lack thereof, come to the fore.  I spend my time thinking about everything I'm not achieving.  It's fucking awful.  I hate being sick.

Ah well, tomorrow's another day.  We'll see what it brings.


  1. You read my mind. Just how I'm feeling right now. It all sux.

  2. TG...I hope tomorrow shines an inner bright. x

  3. Bleuch ! Poor you ....
    I prescribe a few more slices of toast , lots of hot drinks and a lot of mindless daytime television . Blowing raspberries at all the perky presenters is very satisfying .

  4. Get Well Now.. not soon, now! that's an order, I want to see positive, happy, creative, sunny (even in the rain) post tomorrow...ok?? ♥

  5. hope today is a much brighter and happier day :D

  6. You know what?
    You need to stop beating yourself up and just relax. Use this time to heal rather than deal to yourself.
    You have a virus that is all. It's going to get better!

  7. As long as you know that the positivity buttons are still there when you're feeling better...

    Wishing you health and happiness, and many more days.

  8. If you can get out of the house and have a walk it will do you the world of good, even if you do have to take a box of tissues and a bag for the used ones with you. Fresh air is good :-) That and a bit of time away from your work when you aren't feeling the best!