{cooking = sanity}

Increasingly I am finding that cooking has become a major creative outlet.  What I love about cooking is the instant gratification.  I spend an afternoon in the kitchen on the weekend and at dinnertime I have something wonderful to enjoy.  Or even better I have meals for a couple of days, which is a great help during the week.

More and more I look forward to that precious time.  And more and more I'm wanting to try new things, develop new skills and stretch myself.  I've always enjoyed cooking and I've always been a pretty good cook, but I want to be better.  I want to keep growing.

The trick to becoming a foodie is to get inspired.  I won't lie - you're going to need to invest some time and money as well - but to get the creative juices flowing you need to get some ideas brewing.

Here's some of my favourite places for inspiration,  some new discoveries and upcoming cooking plans:

• Delicious magazine - it's by far my favourite foodie mag.  It has a great mix of recipes, always easy to follow and not too many ingredients.  I have a subscription and look forward to it arriving on my doorstep every month.  I don't always cook recipes from it each month and I don't care.  I just like flipping through the pages, dreaming about cooking and planting the seeds of ideas.
• Jamie Oliver - I love Jamie.  I'm a bit disappointed to see the current TV advertising for 15 minute meals using an outdated 'sex sells' model that I find pretty rudimentary, lewd and unnecessary.  But I still love Jamie.  He's approach to food is genius and his ability to combine flavours is brilliant.  He makes cooking accessible and fun.  I have a heap of his recipe books and am particularly loving 15 minute meals at the moment. It's great being able to watch the show and see him prepare the meals.  Works well for this visual brain. 
• The Cook's Companion by Stephanie Alexander - this is such a great resource if you want to become a better cook.  Mostly I use it to learn about particular foods, what goes with what and for basic recipes. It has lots of recipes but no pictures and again as a visual person I like to see a picture of what the food is supposed to look like. Especially when you're finding your way as a cook.
• Artisan Bread in 5 Minutes a Day - if you want to learn how to make great bread in the simplest possibly way you have to get a copy of this book.  Everything I know about making dough I learned from this book and now I can pretty much make any kind of dough there is {except shortcrust pastry - this skills eludes me still!}.
• Other mags I love - Donna Hay, Jamie Oliver, SBS Feast, Australian Good Taste.
• Other cooks I love - Katie Quinn Davies, Julie Goodwin.
• Places I love to shop {all in Melbourne sorry} - Vic Market, local farmers' markets, Richmond Hill Cafe and Larder Cheese Room, Simon Johnson, Millawa Cheese Shop {bit of a theme around cheese}, Gewurzhaus, Key Ingredients - Clifton Hill, The Essential Ingredient, cookware shops.  Actually Fourth Village in Sydney is also an absolute favourite.
• Best recent discoveries - La Latteria Mozarella Laboratory.
• Things I want to learn/try - homemade ice-cream, homemade pasta, preserving, jam and chutney making, sauce making, cheese making, knife skills, sourdough bread, cooking with zucchini flowers, authentic Mexican food.
• Cooking plans for the weekend ahead - it's my birthday on Saturday and I have a tradition of baking for my own birthday.  I'm planning some Chocolate Bourbon Peanut Butter Cupcakes, Rosewater Rhubarb Cheesecake, Peanut Butter Fudge and Salted Pecan Caramels.

I'd love to hear any of your recommendations or favourites.

If things go according to plan I hope to share more recipes and ideas here in the future.

{move along now}

There's nothing much to see here.  

I'd hoped to be back with {sunday snippets} but all I really have to show from the weekend is my 7-page to-do list that I'm currently trying to wrangle into submission.  It's one of my two busiest times of the year at work {in an already ridiculously busy job} so I'm pretty much 'on the clock' all week and at least part of the weekends.  I don't mind too much.  It feels good to work hard on something that I care passionately about.  It feels good to know I'm making a difference.

But I do miss you guys, and my blog, and painting, and book-making.  I'm hoping that things will continue to fall into a rhythm, as they have been.  I'm hoping that by November {the next busiest time} things will feel second nature at work and I won't be running to catch up to myself all the time.  I'm hoping that once I get through this busy peak I might be able to turn some of my attention to other things I love to do. I'd like things to be just a little more balanced.

Have a lovely week peeps.  I don't expect you'll see much of me, but you never know.

{things i'm thinking about on this sunny day}

• Politics. Yours. Mine.  The nation's.
• Propaganda. Who it serves.  What are they getting out of it?  What's the real agenda?
• The taste of persimmons.
• Baking cookies for National Volunteer Week.
• Washing drying in the wind and the sun.
• Projects and project plans. How to wrangle the damn things into order.
• Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.  But that's for another post.  Another time.
• Strength and resolve.  Feeling mine returning in all areas of my life.
• Lunch.
• Happy thoughts.  Mostly.

{things i'm thinking}

• That I need to get {sunday snippets} happening again.  Perhaps next week.
• Why people steal other people's ideas?  I've had another blogger repeatedly stealing elements of my style and even one of my regular memes over the last 18 months.  It gives me the shits.
• That copying is not the ultimate form of flattery.  It's just rude and unethical.
• That weekends always feel so damn short at the moment.
• If waiting for things to settle down is a futile pursuit.  Maybe this is as good as it gets.
• About snacking.  I'm returning to my focus on health and weight loss and all I can think about is snacking. Sigh!
• How my first world problems feel so trivial compared to the trials of others.
• About a big challenge that I've set myself.  Whether I'll be able to achieve it.  Whether I'll even really try.
• That I do love the colours of Autumn.  Watching the leaves change colour and then surrender to the cycle of life.
• When to fight and when to surrender.

What are you thinking about today?

{where do i start}

After being somewhat absent from this space for so long it's hard to know how to find my rhythm again.  Blogging and momentum definitely go hand in hand.

But I'm here.  Really here.  For the first time in what feels like a long, long, long time.  Twelve months long I think.

Now it's just a matter of finding my voice again.