Tuesday, January 6, 2009
The Great Struggle
Some days now I forget what an accomplishment it is to stop smoking after 20 years. Occasionally I still want one. Some days I can't remember the exact date that I quit. I don't remember the smell, the control it had over me, the impact on my health or my wallet. Most days I can't remember the struggle which is probably why on odd days I think a cigarette would be just the thing. When I do take the time to stop and remember I recall the battle of a lifetime, and I feel very, very proud of this achievement. It's amazing what I can do when I put my heart and mind to things.
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“When you wake up in the morning, Pooh," said Piglet at last, "what's the first thing you say to yourself?"
"What's for breakfast?" said Pooh. "What do you say, Piglet?"
"I say, I wonder what's going to happen exciting today?" said Piglet.
Pooh nodded thoughtfully. "It's the same thing," he said.”
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Wow - I really think you should be celebrating tonight. It is a magnificent achievement and a testament to your determination.
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud! I don't even know you and I'm so proud! You should celebrate it. Maybe spend how much you would have spent on them in a month on something just for you!!
ReplyDeleteThat is such an achievement! you should definitely be proud of yourself. Make sure you walk a little taller tomorrow!!
ReplyDeleteMy goodness - 20 years!!! That is a fantastic achievement. You have every right to feel proud of yourself :)
ReplyDeleteWay to go you!! what an achievement - keep at it, its a good thing!
ReplyDeleteI hope you remember the struggle and pat yourself on the back for the strength it took to win. Good for you! That's a lot of willpower.
ReplyDeleteGood for you! Do something extra special for yourself today to celebrate!
ReplyDeleteWow! You really can do a New Year's Resolution, can't you??
ReplyDeleteGood for you, quitting is such a huge achievement!
ReplyDeleteJust awesome! I managed to quit about 18 months ago and it was a huge effort so I totally commend you! Kudos!
ReplyDeleteCongrats to you, I dont know you either, I feel in awe of you and I am a smoker of 32 years with a couple of attempts at giving up, one lasting nearly 12 months. You may be my inspiration!
ReplyDeleteWell done. I was a chain smoker in the end after 26 years and it has been 3.5 years (and an additional 20 kilos)since I quit but it was all worth it. I still dream about smoking though, weird huh?
ReplyDeleteIts a monumental acheivement - be very proud of yourself.
It takes courage to kick long established habits of any sort, so its a fantastic achievment. And as each year passes you can celebrate, as there's an array of health risks that wind back to being level with a non-smoker. So goooo Tinniegirl!
ReplyDeleteHip-hooray, t5hat's good stuff. Big battles are easy to forget, but you're still gaining from the result, so congratulations! on the anniversary.
ReplyDeleteYou should be very proud indeed. I am a reformed smoking too and three years later, I (like you) still very occasionally think ooh I fancy a cigarette - but I know I just cant go there and then luckily the moment passes.
ReplyDeleteHi - Im Amanda by the way :)
wow-great continued job I know it isnt easy either. I havent had one since finding out I was pregnant, never really was a big smoker but did like to have the odd one while having a drink. So here is to your continued success!! I hope you are proud of yourself. Everyone is rooting for you!!
ReplyDeleteCheers Kyla
Congratulations! I quit on October 18, 2001 after far too many years as a smoker myself. I don't miss it in the least! Now when I smell cigarette smoke, I cringe. Yes, I am one of THOSE reformed smokers :-))
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